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So, I have been in Sydney for four weeks on Tuesday. One entire month. I feel like I fit in pretty good... her mum likes me, and we get along, and Kate and I have been fine.
I don't think her friends are terribly taken with me. This could be due to the fact that they hated her last girlfriend and are wary of me... or I could be too full on, too sarcastic...
In all actuality, I am really shy. I have moments of extrovert that pop out occasionally, but usually, it's all introvert. Thing is, I really just tried to be myself, and I don't think they are keen. It could also be that they want to protect Kate, since I don't think everyone feels like this is as solid as we already know it is.
I just wish I had my own friends here, who I could hang out with. It's been slightly isolating in that regard. I wake up, shower, hang out by myself, play with the dog, do laundry sometimes, and then make lunch for when Kate comes home on her break, then clean up from that when she goes, and straighten up the room, and then soon after, she's home. I'm always clinging to her coming home, because then I won't be lonely.
Maybe I am just lonely. I'll be really happy to be distracted by work and school come February. It's all starting to get to me, I think.
I also miss home a little. I miss the familiarity.
I don't think her friends are terribly taken with me. This could be due to the fact that they hated her last girlfriend and are wary of me... or I could be too full on, too sarcastic...
In all actuality, I am really shy. I have moments of extrovert that pop out occasionally, but usually, it's all introvert. Thing is, I really just tried to be myself, and I don't think they are keen. It could also be that they want to protect Kate, since I don't think everyone feels like this is as solid as we already know it is.
I just wish I had my own friends here, who I could hang out with. It's been slightly isolating in that regard. I wake up, shower, hang out by myself, play with the dog, do laundry sometimes, and then make lunch for when Kate comes home on her break, then clean up from that when she goes, and straighten up the room, and then soon after, she's home. I'm always clinging to her coming home, because then I won't be lonely.
Maybe I am just lonely. I'll be really happy to be distracted by work and school come February. It's all starting to get to me, I think.
I also miss home a little. I miss the familiarity.